25.5.09

Future is now?

I don’t even know if can call this weird. Whatever’s been happening to me. One moment I’m all happy and looking forward to life and the other I really don’t know where it’s heading to or what I should expect. It’s been a long year. Yeah. Take it from the time I moved to Chennai. Actually long before that. But for now, let’s rewind only till we can remember.

Whew! What a year. Hell a lot of stuff happened in the past few months. From new hopes, new beginnings, new people, old stories, old feelings to a mix of everything. It’s been quite a ride. And as I come to close to completing one year, everything, one by one is becoming history. Making way for something new to unfold.

Change is imminent for sure! The days to come are gonna be so crucial, I can’t even explain. Life’s gonna change. Lives are gonna change. Times will change. I may change. For the good or worse, nobody knows!

It’s there right in front of me and I can see life taking a new turn. I’m counting days. And I think I can see very clearly what future awaits me with. It’s with fear that I’m treading the path towards a new tomorrow. It’s with anxiety that I wake up every morning.

There’s a plan for sure. For all that’s happening. And everything seems to be moving as per “the” plan. Set by whom? Dunno. But have to say, he/ she is great at his/her job! What it leaves me with, time can only say. Whether it works for me, fate will have to answer.

For now, I’m counting days. Trying to count my blessings. Crossing my fingers. Biting each and every nail. (Nothing left anymore) And trying to walk up straight with the really heavy load in my heart. Hoping, wishing, and waiting for things to be fine.

4 comments:

Amal Bose said...

change is the only constant.. everything and everyone around us changes with time, and even we may change.. though we may be mere spectators in those happening around us, we are the ones who decide on how we are gonna change.. ie for good or bad.

whatever it is that awaits us face it boldly with a smile on your face.

rose said...

as amal has already said...
the only constant in our live is change...and though we may not like it..its inevitable ..the anticipation or dread for change is somethin everyone faces...though some changes are unexpected..some are not..those that are not....gives you the creeps.....but one can only hope and pray...that the change is for the good

Pointblank said...

U getting married??

Museem said...

DING DONG!!

The clock strikes...time has flown.. we were all there...none too exciting none too drab.....

DING DONG!!

The clock strikes...time is flying...we still living...none that enthralls none that demotivates

DING DONG!!

The clock will strike.....time will pass...we will live...none that we will rue none that will cherish

DING DONG!!

The hands of the clock change...the face of time changes...we will change....none too late none too early